Death Note – An Analysis

Chances are, you watch Japanese anime. Chances are, you were a fan of Pokemon a decade back. Chances are, you find Japanese animation style somewhat kitsch at times. Whatever the chances, Death Note is an anime worthy of being eulogized, having its own star on the Hollywood Walk of Fame and being discussed and dissected for decades. It is intense, it is gripping and the overall mixture of animation, dialogue and music is exceedingly well done. But over and above everything, it makes you think about various issues of morality, righteousness and character in human beings (and perhaps supernatural beings as well). In this article, I’ll examine some of its themes.

deathnote_s1v1Quick facts: Death Note was originally published as a Japanese manga in 2003 and then aired as a 37-episode series in 2006-07. This article deals with the anime series, as shown in its English dub. The story starts when Light Yagami, a high school student with a brilliant mind, finds a notebook lying around. This is a Death Note, with the property that whoever’s name is written on it will die. Light’s original plan is to use the notebook to kill all criminals and create a ‘new world’ of which he is the god, but things start to become interesting when L, an eccentric genius of a sleuth, decides to track down the owner of the Death Note and stop him from killing.

Note: This article is intended for those who have watched the series. There are spoilers to follow, so don’t read if you’re intending to watch. The episodes are 22 minutes long on average and most of them are available on YouTube.

Creation of a New World

Light’s primary purpose for the Death Note is to create a world free from criminals and wrongdoers. This is what he does in the first few episodes and later what Mikami attempts to do overzealously. It’s quite obvious that Mikami is a fanatic. He wanted to kill his own mother because she told her son that things won’t always happen the way he wants. What exactly did Mikami want? He wanted an end to murder, rape, theft, assault and everything else that keeps the police busy. To achieve this, he wanted to kill all the bad guys responsible for these acts. Is this a bad thing to want? Let’s ignore the fact that Mikami also wanted to kill bullies in his school and people who might have been simply ogling the breasts of a female standing next to them in bus. Let’s just focus on the fact that Mikami and Light both wanted to end the lives of criminals. Or, as Mikami puts it fittingly, delete them. Delete them from the face of the globe by ending their lives. This is wrong, isn’t it? After all, who is someone like Light to take law into his own hands? That’s what you would ordinarily think. But, let’s say you are a female who is walking alone along a dark alley when you are surrounded by a couple of goons and forced to do stuff against your will. Let’s make this clear. Let’s say you are coerced into having sex with them, after which they leave you bleeding and half-dead. Now let’s say you also know that these goons will be later found out, captured and punished. Will the knowledge of this fact save you at that instant of time or lessen the impact this encounter will have on your mind? Will this fact in any way manage to undo the instillment of a certain amount of fear in the hearts of other girls like you? Will it empower them to walk alone at night, knowing that even if they are raped, the rapists will be caught and punished? The point which I am trying to make here is that the punishment doesn’t generally fit the crime. A crime such as rape or even assault and burglary can’t only be measured in terms of what happens in those five minutes. The impact it leaves on the victim and her loved ones is so deep it may never heal. People get scarred for life, the lasting impression of a malicious grin as someone clubs you on the head or forces you into submission on a dark night under the glow of owl’s eyes is something which haunts you every waking moment and changes you forever as a person.

I study in Los Angeles where there’s a big brouhaha at the start of a new school year about staying safe because crimes happen a lot around the campus. There are a myriad of security measures in place, but thefts and sexual assaults still keep happening at the rate of roughly one every fortnight. Assuming half of them go unreported, that’s one every week – quite a staggering number. People take extra precautions and lead their lives differently because they don’t feel safe. Given all this, what would you say to deleting all wrongdoers from the face of the earth? You snatch an iPhone from someone. How dare you? It’s his iPhone. Who gave you the right to take it away? You are the scum of the earth, not fitting to leave your footprints in this world. So die, bastard, die. Makes sense? This is what Light Yagami must have been thinking as he wrote on the pages of his Death Note. Some guy John is a criminal, will be jailed for one year, then will walk out as a free man with his crime forgotten or perhaps serving as encouragement for others like him who think it’s ok to do whatever they want. No, that just won’t do. Delete him and make the world a better place. Free it from all such Johns and Dicks (pun intended) and establish order. No crime, no wrongdoing. A perfect world. Is that a bad thing to ask for? And when L stands in his way, is it bad to want L to die? It will be sacrificing a pawn in a chess game to checkmate the opponent’s king. Remove those who stand in the way of establishing a flawless world and let perfectly ordered peace and safety prevail. Pretty neat, huh?

Except the question begs to be answered, who the hell is Light Yagami to decide all this and become the ‘god of the new world’? Well, to begin with, he is exceedingly intelligent. The god of the new world really cannot be someone like Misa Amane who doesn’t have a holistic sense of greater good in mind. Most people are like Misa, they seek out a niche for themselves to be happy in and stay happy. A little, starving boy in Somalia gets a job which pays for regular food and becomes happy. A girl in Budapest does not feel the need to learn any other language, just Hungarian is sufficient to find a lover and be happy forever in Hungalight_yagami_by_tropical_rain-d5f7w8dry. A Maori tribal can just count up to 5, but that’s all he needs to be happy. Basically people only go that many furlongs as is necessary to make themselves happy. Why bother about the rest of the world? BUT, and this is a big but, that’s not how Light Yagami’s mind works. You may call him ambitious and that’s probably a bad thing in this context, but he does have the foresight and mental resources to care about the whole world and strive to make it a better place. Even though his methodology may not be commendable, it is very effective. Almost every endeavour in this world becomes more difficult in implementation than in theory because of practical difficulties. Even a proven murderer can’t be sentenced to death straightaway because he can bring a lawyer, there will be protracted court proceedings and finally there’s a chance he may walk scot free, which in turn leads to the chance that he may commit more murders and heap more misery upon others’ lives. In Light’s world, as soon as the man was caught and his name and face shown on TV, he would be dead. Quick, efficient solution. Is that a bad thing?

L

L, for most watchers, is the hero of the series. He’s definitely the most charismatic character, with his sitting style, food habits and way of speaking. You can almost feel the gears churning in his head and the brain cells brimming with energy when he speaks. It’s raw clarity of thought spouting from his forehead like an arrow. Now put L’s tragic death out of your mind and think of his modus operandi. L was willing to torture interrogate Misa in a straitjacket for days even after it became clear that she had no knowledge of being the second Kira (achieved by relinquishing ownership of her Death Note). He kept Light and Soichiro locked up for 43 extra days after Light declared he was not Kira, a statement corroborated by the fact that criminals were still dying without Light possibly being able to kill them. But these are nothing compared to L’s treatment of human lives for his own benefit. Remember Lind L. Tailor dying in Episode 2 Confrontation? L later said ‘I had my guy up there’. He had his guy go up on stage and die to get L one step closer to Kira. Later, L was going to test the Death Note the way a student might test for a chemical in a lab. Test a Death Note? Seriously? For a guy who is supposed to be ogiphy-facebook_sn the good side? What does this say about L? Is he any different from Light? In L’s defence, he was doing his duty. He had taken it upon himself to find and stop Kira and people like Lind L. Tailor were mere sacrificial pawns in achieving his ends. If L would not have been willing to play with a few lives, Kira would have been that much harder to catch and there would have been more criminal deaths. One might say L decided to sacrifice one or two people to prevent the deaths of thousands in the hands of Kira. Well, Light decided to sacrifice a thousand criminals in order to make the world a better place for the billions that remain. Isn’t the principle the same? L does not care about human lives when they stand in his way to achieving his goal. Light does not care about human lives when they stand in his way to achieving his goal. What Light does on a bigger scale, L does on a smaller scale. But he still does it. If the question is of morality and not of scale, then shouldn’t Light be pardoned for doing short-term bad to achieve long-term good? L is sympathized with and glorified for the way he tracked down Kira. Why not glorify Light for his lofty ideals? How many people would even dare to use a terrifying device such as a Death Note in such an enormously purgatory way as Light attempted?

Near

It was fascinating (and perhaps a bit tiresome) to watch how similar Near’s mannerisms were to L’s. The obsession with childish things for example. L loved cakes. He treated sugar cubes like Lego. He had no dress sense. Near had a set of train tracks. He built matchstick castles. And his smile is the most babyish thing I have seen in the whole series. Yes, this one on the left. 3234014913e286ef5e4d7361d866e538Eccentric geniuses is a cliched concept, but it never ceases to amuse me. It’s nature’s way of saying to the world ‘Hey look, these guys have been born with far greater intelligence than most others. They can see through things which you can’t. So pardon them for not exactly being stereotypical people.’ Do real people in the world behave differently and become weird when they start using more brain cells?

I like to think of it this way. Let’s say you’re working on a problem. It could be any problem which is substantially bothering you. To use my own example, since I am a PhD student, the problem could be that I am trying to make sense of seemingly nonsensical data which I got from an experiment. After trying for several days, an epiphany suddenly hits me and I discover a theory which exactly fits the data and explains everything. Yes, everything! It’s a Eureka moment. It must happen to you as well, that sudden flash of ‘Aah, of course! How could I be so blind?’. Now think of your actions immediately following the epiphany. Don’t you behave a bit differently than your normal self? You become oblivious to the world around and the weight of your entire focus falls on the problem, slicing through it like a knife edge and taming the beast. Once that’s done, you go back to your usual self and become aware of the surroundings once again. Now, imagine that instead of solving a single problem, you are confronted with a series of never-ending problems and your mind is constantly experiencing epiphanies which tackle one problem after another. In such a situation, will you be living normally and stopping to do things like saying ‘Hi’ to your office colleagues every time you see them or shopping for groceries? Not likely. Your entire demeanour will take on a different form and you’ll be lost in a world of your own where problems arise like tigers in a jungle licking their lips and you, the hunter, spear them one after the other. Your reality becomes alternating states of frustration, vigilance and ‘Eureka’. You aren’t the same, casual, banal person any more. In those rare moments when there isn’t a tiger in front of you, you imagine tigers appearing and keep wielding your spears – this state of omnipresent alertness and challenge is something that’s part and parcel of you, it defines you as a person and you can’t snap out of it. Now does L’s arrangement of sugar cubes to make a tower in his leisure time make sense? His brain cells need to feed on something, otherwise they start rusting. It’s like the movie Crank, the guy needs to keep adrenaline coursing through his body continuously to prevent himself from dropping dead. The same thing, just replace adrenaline with grey matter. That’s a genius. The world is enriched by their presence.

More stuff

There’s more stuff I want to talk about, but I’ll refrain since they haven’t formed concretely in my head. Such as the characters of Rem and Ryuk. Ryuk didn’t just play the role of comic relief, some of his dialogues were, just like he characterized humans, so interesting. Speaking of comic relief, the degradation of Misa’s role into nothing but that in the latter half of the series didn’t go down too well with me. And there are several individual episodes I want to discuss, the most prominent being Ep 7 Overcast. I might do another article on Death Note some time, the series is just too good to watch once and dismiss.

A Tribute to Scorpions – II (Blockbuster hits, Classic lineup)

In part 1 of my tribute, I talked about the early years of German rock band Scorpions. After Uli Jon Roth’s departure in 1978, the band auditioned extensively and unsuccessfully for a new lead guitarist, before finally turning to their home city Hannover to recruit Matthias Jabs. Thus was born the classic Scorpions lineup comprising Klaus Meine (vocals), Rudolf Schenker (guitars), Matthias Jabs (guitars), Francis Buchholz (bass) and Herman Rarebell (drums), which took the band to unprecedented heights through several chart-topping numbers. The years 1979-1991 which spawned six albums is regarded as their golden age, and it is this period which is the subject of this article.


Scorpions’ sixth album, Lovedrive (1979), is rated very highly by critics and found a place on IGN’s 2007 list of the top 25 metal albums. My personal opinion differs, but that’s not saying it isn’t a great album. Before discussing the songs, take a look at the Lovedrive cover, named as “Best album sleeve of 1979” by Playboy magazine. Yes, that’s bubblegum.

With Michael Schenker involved in parts, the band had 3 guitarists (not counting Buchholz) and the effects are well observed in the opener Loving You Sunday Morning and particularly the instrumental-only track Coast to Coast. One of my personal favourites is Is There Anybody There?, primarily due to Meine’s versatility on this number. From the crooning ‘Aaaa hahahaaaah, Aaaah aa haa haa’ to the catchy start of lyrics ‘Open my mind let me find new vibrations‘ to the chorus, Meine does an amazing job. The last track Holiday is my other favourite – a fascinating piece of work which abruptly shifts from soothing acoustic to hard rock in the middle, and then goes back to acoustic for the finale.


The next album, Animal Magnetism (1980), is a very interesting one. The runaway hit from this work is undoubtedly The Zoo, a heavy metal grunge-like number with moody opening riffs and Meine’s voice initially sounding as if he’s being choked. And then the song explodes into life:

We eat the night, drink the time
Make our dreams come true
And hungry eyes are passing by
On streets we call the zoo

The album opener, Make It Real, is a pretty ordinary track albeit very catchy considering the fact that Scorpions are known for being hard rockers. Apparently it is a fan favourite because it’s regularly featuring on the setlist of their current 50th anniversary tour. In fact, it is one of the few Scorpions songs you can actually dance to instead of head-banging or serenely enjoying. Here’s the footage from where I watched it live. 🙂

Despite these 2 hits and the beautiful Lady Starlight, what makes Animal Magnetism really special to me is the presence of 2 tracks like none other you’ve heard. The first one is Only a Man, a song which I don’t want to describe and spoil the surprise. Just listen to it. You’re in for an astounding ride, that’s all I can say. The second one, Hey You, is an extra track released in a later remaster edition of the album and is sung primarily by Rudolf Schenker. His voice is milk and honey and radically different from Meine’s, who sings the chorus portion over a backdrop of lusty panting sounds. Jabs adds an excellent solo and outro to complete what is a very unique, little-known and way above par offering from Scorpions, even by their own high standards.


Scorpions’s 8th album, Blackout (1982), is one of their heaviest sounding and most popular ones, with its album cover being one of the most recognizable images in rock music. For those curious, the guy portrayed is Gottfried Helnwein, a visual artist. Blackout struck gold with its opening title track, which I regard as a definitive experience in that area of music which marks the transition from hard rock to heavy metal. This track is indeed the quintessential Scorpions number, with the build-up lyrics “Don’t waaant to find out / Just want to GET OUT” leading up to the high-pitched scream of “Blackout“, not to mention Jabs’ incredible solo after the first 2 stanzas. The ending is the most fascinating part of the track. Try to imagine being on a roller coaster tumbling forward at rapidly increasing speed and then suddenly it shatters the sound barrier and you’re gone, you’re falling, everything you know bursts into pieces…

The other outstanding track from this album is No One Like You, hailed as one of Scorpions’ finest. I won’t attempt to describe the sheer awesomeness of this song, but I will say this – I literally grew up listening to No One Like You. Much of Scorpions I heard when I was in college and now in grad school, but No One Like You was one of the earliest songs by any artist to inculcate in me the mad love for rock which defines a big part of me as a person. I think I first heard this track in my pre-teenage years and it struck me as something special then. It still does now.

Dynamite is another head-banging, pulse racing track from this album, with terrific opening bars and the urgency pouring out from Meine’s vocal chords. What makes these songs even more special is that Meine had issues with his vocal chords during recording this album and had to undergo surgery. As mentioned in the documentary Return to Forever, when Meine’s doctor had asked him what his profession was and he had replied ‘singer’, the doctor had asked him to look for a different job! Other notable tracks from Blackout include Now, which is true to the overall heavy feel of this album, and When the Smoke is Going Down, which is not, but is still hauntingly beautiful.


And then came Love at First Sting (1984). Here, listen to the first 45 seconds of this to begin with. That’s Crossfire, an excellent track with meaningful lyrics, but one that is largely dwarfed by the Big Three which make this album arguably Scorpions’ best ever (although Crazy World will have a lot to say about that). The first of the Big Three is Rock you Like a Hurricane. Chances are, even if you don’t know the spelling of rock, you’ve heard this song. In my humble opinion, this track is overrated. However, it gained anthemic popularity and has become synonymous with the name of Scorpions. Then comes Big City Nights. I am ashamed to say I discovered this song as late as college. All those years in school I thought I was a Scorpions fan and I didn’t know about this rocker! This song is crazy catchy and the instrumental section from 2:24 to 3:07 is friggin’ incredible, while the no-holds-barred video increases the oomph factor of this number (don’t miss the breast-signing portion). Frankly speaking, even though I happily reminisce about my undergrad days in small town Kharagpur, this song makes me feel that I’d rather live in the middle of a bustling city with its numerous attractions and staggering entertainment quotient as compared to small towns and outskirts. Oh and by the way, don’t listen to this song if you have FOMO, it won’t do you any good!

The final track of this album is Still Loving You. What can I say about this song? Are you feeling unhappy? Did you have a hard day at work? Do you suffer from severe chronic depression? Is your life falling apart? Did your long-time fiancee break up with you? Did someone close die? Is all hope lost and you feel like committing suicide? Listen to Still Loving You. It’s a panacea, a marvellous work of art, it’s something that is so good you’d want to listen to it a hundred times on the trot for fear of suddenly losing the record. This song is something else, the way the drums start 80 seconds in, the mind-blowing long guitar outro, the passion in the vocals, the overall feel of this ballad, it’s just out of this world. It will make you cry, awaken your dormant feelings and take your senses to dizzying heights. Darken the room, set the volume right and immerse yourself in Still Loving You.


Scorpions’ 10th album, Savage Amusement (1988), is a slight dip in form. I love the cover though, somehow the alliterative phrase ‘sexy savage scorpion’ seems appropriate. And sexy is the best way to describe the video for Rhythm of Love, possibly the best track of this album. There are different types of tracks on offer in this collection to suit different tastes; the one I want to mention is the crooning Believe in Love. It’s a great ending to the album and the pain in Meine’s voice as he starts the lyrics provides a great listening experience.

How does it feel babe
To taste sweet revenge
Do you want me on my knees
How does it feel babe
to let me feel your strength
Don’t be cruel, can’t you see
If you don’t catch me now
I can’t stop falling down
Just one more night and the devil’s got my soul


Crazy World (1990), Scorpions’ 11th album, is regarded as their magnum opus. I totally agree. Usually when I listen to the complete discography of an artist, I mark the songs which I find really good and want to listen to multiple times. On an average, 3 out of 10 songs in a decent album get marked. For Crazy World, I marked more than half the songs! It’s just such a solid and well-rounded album, which admittedly doesn’t have as many breakaway hits as Love at First Sting, but has more great songs overall. The chorus of the 2nd song, Don’t Believe Her, gets stuck in my head every time I listen to it. Restless Nights is a flamboyant number about the life of a successful rocker who’s performing all over the world from London to Paris, Dallas to Rio, Moscow to Tokyo, with the motto of his life best described by the lyrics:

Here I go
To take the one and only road I know
In my life
Here I go
Another place to bare my heart and soul
Restless nights

Then there are tracks like Kicks After Six and Hit Between the Eyes, which sound very typically Scorpions, but happen to be distinctly better than the average numbers which fill up other albums. Definitely recommended, particularly the midsection solo in Hit Between the Eyes. Quite expectedly, Scorpions ended the album with a soft number, except that this one is so much better than some of their other soft numbers (particularly those about to come), which can get trying. Instead Send Me an Angel is, to put it simply, amazingly beautiful. No more words, just listen to it.

The 4th track of Crazy World, created a quarter century after Scorpions’ formation and a quarter century back from today, is one of the most famous tracks in the history of rock and roll. It happens to be Wind of Change. I accorded it the special honour of an embedded video, following which are some facts (and tributes) on this perennial favourite of mine and millions of music lovers world over.

  • The song has international significance, celebrating the end of the Cold war and the fall of the Berlin wall, which unified East and West Germany.
  • There are several Russian references such as the Moskva – the river running through Moscow, Gorky Park – a park in Moscow named after Maxim Gorky, and the balalaika – a Russian stringed instrument.
  • The band presented a gold record of the song to Mikhail Gorbachev, who is hailed for having brought glasnost (openness) and perestroika (restructuring) to the Soviet union.
  • The video above is not the full version of the song. The full version is half a minute longer and can be heard here.
  • Little can rival the iconic whistling at the beginning of the song in terms of the effect it has on my mind. The solo at the end of Pink Floyd’s Comfortably Numb comes close.
  • Rudolf Schenker, not Matthias Jabs, plays the solo in this song and does a terrific job. It was aptly described by a fan as being ‘from God’s mouth to Rudolf’s fingers’.

This concludes part 2 of my tribute to the Scorpions. Francis Buchholz left the band after Crazy World, leading to the end of the classic Scorpions’ lineup and consequently the end of their golden era. In the next article, I’ll write about the modern Scorpions, their latter albums and their incredible longevity.

A Tribute to Scorpions – I (Formation to Tokyo Tapes)

Formed in 1965 in Hannover, West Germany, Scorpions are one of the greatest rock acts to grace this planet. Their songs cover hard rock, soft and melodic tunes, power ballads, psychedelic music and even funky pop rock. Recently I was fortunate enough to witness them perform live on their golden jubilee tour, before watching the documentary Forever and a Day on their 50 illustrious years. During these, they took Europe by storm, realized the American dream, performed in Soviet era Russia and took their music to East Asia and South America. This series of articles is my tribute to Scorpions for the wonders they created. Whether you are a hardcore fan or have barely heard of the band, I hope you find these articles informative and interesting.


A Psychedelic Beginning

Most rock lovers (including me till 3 months back) associate Scorpions with primarily hard stuff and the occasional beautiful ballad. So I was quite astounded to discover that they actually started off on the psychedelic path. After guitarist Rudolf Schenker founded the band, they spent 5 years chopping and changing until vocalist Klaus Meine joined in 1970. What started was a superb partnership between the two, described by Rudolf to be like “finding a brother from a different mother”. Their first album Lonesome Crow(1972) embodies, as Meine says:

A young band trying to find our way, trying to shape an artistic style to find the Scorpions DNA.

It is a fascinating album, reminiscent of Syd Barrett era Pink Floyd in the 60s – talented musicians playing somewhat dissonant sounds on their instruments, trying to find a formula that clicks. The final product that is Lonesome Crow has a curiously pleasing effect on the mind and features some fantastic solos by Rudolf’s brother Michael. My favourites are I’m Goin’ Mad and Leave Me.

Musical Evolution and Controversial Covers

Michael Schenker departed the band and in came Uli Jon Roth. He holds a special place in the minds of many fans for his terrific performances on tour, but more on that later. Scorpions followed up with Fly to the Rainbow (1974), a fusion between the previous album’s style and the hard rock style they would finally adopt. The very first track Speedy’s Coming sets the tempo and the next one, They Need a Million, was a thrilling discovery. I’m going to say it, this is one of Scorpions’ best tracks. Yes they have Wind of Change and No One Like You and a bunch of other stuff to eclipse everything they did in the early 70s, but the haunting opening, the radical change to the rhythmic guitar-drum combo 75 seconds in, and the deep lyrics in They Need a Million make this song among Scorpions’ most underrated ones.

Scorpions’s 3rd album In Trance (1975) sounds exactly like what people have come to associate with Scorpions. The grainy sounds of bass, heavy drums and Meine’s typical voice are all here in a very decent album, albeit with a somewhat indecent cover. Look closely and there’s a naked breast dipping towards the guitar. Nipples aside, this album has a great title track with the portion ‘But I’m in a trance / Hey baby tell me can’t you hear me calling … I wanna try to stop this life‘ being one of my favourites when it comes to sing-alongs.

Then came Virgin Killer (1976), with its what-the-fuck-why-on-earth cover of a nude 10 year old girl with a stained glass effect applied to her genitalia. As expected, this cover has generated tons of controversy and ranks top in several lists on worst and most controversial album covers. The band members themselves were not particularly comfortable with the cover, with Rudolf Schenker stating:

We didn’t actually have the idea. It was the record company. [They] were like, ‘Even if we have to go to jail, there’s no question that we’ll release that.’

Naked lasses aside, the real ‘virgin killer’ in this album is time, which ages young children and makes them lose their naivety with which they come into the world. I think this album is really good, particularly the opening 2 tracks Pictured Life and Catch Your Train. The latter is a neat display of Uli Jon Roth’s talent and is one of the earliest Scorpions tracks to feature a rock-gasming solo.

Start of the Glory Days

Scorpions’ fifth album Taken by Force (1977-78) and the subsequent live album Tokyo Tapes (1978) were Uli Jon Roth’s last before he quit and Matthias Jabs joined in what would become the classic Scorpions lineup. And boy, did Roth go out with a bang. Taken By Force starts with the lively Steamrock Fever as an appetizer before We’ll Burn the Sky, a song immortalized by Roth’s guitar on the Tokyo stage. The lyrics were initially a poem written by Monika Dannemann, the last girlfriend of Jimi Hendrix, as a tribute to him after he died. She became involved with Roth and collaborated on the song. Around the 4:17 mark, the drum beats followed by Meine’s rolling of the ‘Oh’ as he sings ‘Oh can this be a dream / There is a voice in my head‘ is one of my favourite bits from Scorpions’ oeuvre.

The last track of Taken By ForceBorn to Touch your Feelings, deserves special mention as one of several wonderful ballads that Scorpions would come up with. Again, this track is one not talked about a lot, but its effect on the mind is incredibly haunting. Listening to it again and again, I realized that this portion of the lyrics is one of the truest things said about many of our lives, particularly mine:

You’ve got your songs
They are everyday, for a while
Just the only way to feel all right


This concludes part 1 of my tribute to the Scorpions. In the next article, I’ll be writing about the mainstream success enjoyed by their classic lineup over the next six albums.

Update: Part 2 is now up and running. Read it here.

The Present Pia

This is part 1 of an x-part series.


Utopia is a word commonly used to describe a perfect society, where everyone’s desires are supposedly met and no heartburn exists. The opposite is dystopia, a society where everything is bad, there is no happiness and there are overwhelming reasons for humans to complain about the status quo. In this article, I’ll address the question of what our present society is. The next article is about an imagined utopia.

The best answer to which ‘pia’ this world currently is would be neither. Neither is it one where everything is hunky-dory, nor one where everything is horrible. A pessimistic realistic point of view would be that it is closer to a dystopia than a utopia. Think about it, how much of our happiness can we actually control? How many times have you heard the phrase ‘Ok, there’s nothing you can do about it, so just be happy and move on’? Quite a lot, I’m guessing. Humans are forced to manufacture short bursts of happiness because there simply isn’t enough true and unadulterated happiness in our lives. From the time we emerge from the womb, it feels like getting plunged into a world of turmoil. As a baby, you may be suffering from something which you have no way to alleviate or communicate to the ones who can alleviate, because you cannot talk. Memories of the first year or so of our lives are not retained because long term memory doesn’t develop at that time, but if it were retained, I believe the memories would be mostly frustration about the inability to communicate and the serious limitations in our potential to do anything. We were babies after all!

As you grow up, ever since the time you step in a school (yes, even pre-school) or start interacting with other peers, there’s a sense of competition and trying to one-up others. Since everybody’s brought up that way, it seems natural and elders look upon it condescendingly as something that’s bound to happen. The 4-year old who lives next door beat you in a game. Of course, that’s the way we grow up, tasting both victory and defeat. Someone performs better than you at school and gets lauded for it. That’s meant to happen, you should try harder. All this makes sense, doesn’t it?

Except that it doesn’t in a world which wants to push for utopia. In a perfect society where everyone is happy, the concept of coming second best and getting beaten by someone shouldn’t exist. The very concept of competition is meaningless, because everyone’s equal, has a right to happiness and exercises it. Isn’t competition simply a way to make someone more happy at the expense of someone else? In a utopian society, would there be any space for tennis, for example, where there’s always a guy winning and the guy on the other side of the net losing. There should be no losses in utopia. The very concept of striving to be better and learning from your mistakes shouldn’t be there because hey, there are no mistakes and everyone’s contented. After all, how do you define a mistake? Something that’s not acceptable by the general human consensus. Hitting the ball out of court is not acceptable because it makes you lose the rally, and so that’s a mistake. In utopia, even if you hit the ball outside, there would be no problem of any conceivable type and you and everyone else would still merrily go about your and everyone else’s lives.

As you reach the final years of school, you need to study and get into a good college. Again, why? The answer would be that getting into a good college would give you a better quality of education and would make you happier. And how is this ‘quality of education’ thing defined? Firstly, the curriculum is good. It teaches you what you need to fit nicely into industry or higher studies or whatever you want to do. Secondly, classes follow a regular schedule and a student can expect to get a complete body of knowledge by the end of a semester. Thirdly, the knowledge is imparted by people who are experts in that field of knowledge, and, experts in the field of imparting knowledge. This is what a good college should have. But are these really always true?

Firstly, the knowledge that you get, is it really a perfect fit for the life that’s about to come up? For the readers who have completed college, how much do you feel that some course which you took in your third year first semester is helping you in what you’re doing now? How connected are the skills which you need and use now with the skills which college trained (or attempted to train) you in? Even for those who are doing higher studies, what fraction of your undergraduate knowledge do you feel has been very relevant to what you’re working on? I dare you to say a third. Let’s face it, the knowledge gained in high school and undergrad is riddled with the bullet holes of useless and additionally burdensome stuff which you won’t be needing. Secondly, classes may follow a regular schedule, but how much of a regular schedule did you follow? At the end of the semester, for how many courses did you feel that you truly learnt something great and your knowledge has reached a nice benchmark for you to store away and perhaps build on later. It doesn’t work that way, the majority struggle to just pass the exams. I am not going to talk about the third point, you are free to draw your own inferences.

After college comes professional life, marriage, retirement, old age and all that stuff. Where are you being truly happy? Do you ever feel that…
…you have a job where you perfectly fit in, love doing and do for an optimum amount of time which leaves you satisfied and refreshed, and
…a spouse who is perfect in every way, understands you through and through, is a great friend and companion, never gets boring, always puts up with you but without sacrificing his/her own personality, is great in bed, and
…kids who adore you and lead wonderful lives, never coming to you crying and always being contented, and
…enough money to get exactly what you want and an internal regulation mechanism which optimally balances your work and leisure, and
…no diseases, aches or bodily or mental shortcomings, and…
…a perfect life in old age, where you’re always smiling, doing meaningful stuff which you like and finally dying without any suffering at an ideal time, and
…so on ?floyd_thewall

You don’t feel any of these things. And yet, all that I mentioned should be there in a perfect society where everyone’s always happy and in perfect harmony with everyone else. What’s so difficult about that?

Except that it doesn’t happen! We hate our jobs. Don’t get along with so-called loved ones. Suffer from debilitating diseases. Struggle before dying. In general, make a whole goddamn mess of life without anything to truly and deeply smile from within about. And that’s why people like to crack jokes and have fun, it helps them to lose themselves in moments of happiness in a world and society where you can never be completely and unconditionally happy.

Taking a cue from Pink Floyd’s Goodbye Blue Sky, here’s what I’d like to ask you:
Di-di-di-did you feel you’re satisfied?
Di-di-di-did you feel your happiness?
Di-di-di-did you ever wonder why you can’t be truly happy when the promise of a nice, better world unfurled beneath the clear blue sky?

I would now like to return to the definitions for utopia and dystopia. Is everyone’s desires met in this world of ours? Not by the wildest and most uncivil and barbarous stretch of imagination. People crave for more, get envious of others, feel pain and sadness and often feel they are underachieving. People get frustrated and disgusted and go about their lives with tense and disturbed minds. And then there are the small matters of Africa being poor, India being overpopulated, the ISIS spreading its tentacles and weather patterns changing for the worse. Which brings me to the definition of dystopia. Won’t you now say that all the happiness out there is only evanescent and there are lots of reasons to complain to the guardian angel of the world about. Wouldn’t you say that we live in more of a dystopia than a utopia?

To be continued…